the weak breeze whispers nothing
 the water screams sublime.
  his feet shift, teeter-totter
   deep breaths, stand back, it’s time.

   toes untouch the overpass
  soon he’s water-bound.
 eyes locked shut but peek to see
the view from halfway down.

a little wind, a summer sun
 a river rich and regal.
  a flood of fond endorphins
   brings a calm that knows no equal.

   you’re flying now, you see things
  much more clear than from the ground.
 it's all okay, or it would be
were you not now halfway down. thrash to break from gravity
 what now could slow the drop?
  all I’d give for toes to touch
   the safety back at top.

    but this is it, the deed is done
     silence drowns the sound.
      before I leaped I should've seen
       the view from halfway down.

      i really should’ve thought about
     the view from halfway down.
    i wish I could've known about
   the view from halfway down—

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my baby boy...
my poor baby boy...
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i love you so much hank, i'm so sorry...
i'll always love my baby
i love you so much
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